My last post was very difficult to write, and shared a very, very hurtful thing that I am still finding myself coping with.
On April 17th, 2016, I found out I was pregnant with my fourth child. I enjoyed the news for 48 hours. On the 19th began ten days of constant blood level monitoring and ultrasounds. I watched my baby develop a sac, a fetal pole…and then he died. On April 29th, I began to miscarry. Continue reading
Posted in Children, Family, Health & Wellness, Life as I See It..., Pregnancy
Tagged babies, baby, expecting, first trimester, hope, miscarriage, pregnancy, pregnancy loss, rainbow, rainbow baby
Allow me to get serious for one post. As briefly touched on in a couple of previous posts, yours truly has post-partum depression. Not baby blues, not winter bummers, but post-partum depression. I became aware of this around Christmas time, maybe even before. Now, I always get a little moody in the winter, and probably have undiagnosed Seasonal Affective Disorder. I don’t like fall after the leaves have dropped and I don’t like winter and spring before the flowers bloom. I don’t like watching the world around me wither and decay. I love watching it be reborn, but I hate watching it die. Continue reading
Posted in Children, Family, Health & Wellness, Life as I See It..., The Spouse, The Wench Herself
Tagged baby, children, depression, escitalopram, family, hope, husband, infant, Lexapro, life, medication, motherhood, newborn, post-partum depression, sadness